I’m so sick of giving in. So sick of believing that “I’m just indulging myself”, or “rewarding myself”, or saying to myself that “what I’m doing isn’t helping anyway”.
I’m tired of all the desires, all the influence from the SO which makes me crave things that aren’t good for me. I’m angry at the culture we’ve developed, were the SO is using food to kill us, and media, drugs and alcohol is seducing us while they do so.
The SO and their desire for power and money is evil incarnated, and I’m taking a stand against everything they stand for. No longer will I allow them to destroy me and those around me with their poison, and no longer will I allow them to control my mind and body!